There are a numbers of qns going thru my mind rite now...
1) Should i go for my driving course?If i pass...that will means my army life will be tougher but i mite get to meet some nice peeps out there...or shd i continue what i am doing rite now which is easy but some pple i met actually backstabs me...
2) Should i apply for uni again?Because if i want to study...i will use my parents' cpf to study...then if my bro wants to study...i must make sure i got enuff cpf to support him for his studies...And if i want to study what course shd i take?Business sector or back to IT sector?I got so many frens in IT sector...and they are pros yet they also quite stress...and do i really want to be in IT line after i complete my studies?haha...
Anyway update a bit on today...is the first day i am in uniform after 2 days on light duties and 1 day leave...when i reach...i saw everyone in PE attire...i was like what the...no one told me there is training today (All claimed that they forgot to tell me...which i believe la...as usually they will tell me) so i head straight into the guard room and hide...so i was planning to get another excuse letter from my camp doc..thus i am not worried...
After they ended their excerise..i ask my IC shd i get a excuse or not..because by rite...the doc want to see me today regarding my leg injury...but he nv offically make an appointment for me to see him...so i ask my IC shd i go and get an excuse letter or not...he say nvm lor...no one notice my absence...so off i go and start working...And after 2 hours under the sun...it was rest time...went back to guard room and rest my legs (still hurts although i can walk normally...) and in the guard room...there are two other person in there...let's call them P and E...i heard P asking E to accompany him do some stuffs...guess what's his reply...WHY US AGAIN...LIKE THE WHOLE RP (That's my position in camp) ONLY WE TWO LIKE THAT...
i was like what the hell...this morning they did a bit of carrying only...and yet they are complaining...usually these two fuckers are damn slack...always hide inside sir's office dunno doing what...yet they dare to complain until like we nv work like that...and guess what...when it comes to getting OFF...these two fuckers are always the first to get...the reason is because they help sir do work..so got OFF...like we nv do our work like that...somemore our job is tougher than theirs (at least we are under the hot sun suffering lor)...
That's not the end yet...when i reach home after i went for my medical appointment...i heard my fren, H, telling me i have been backstab...what i heard was my sir told my another fren that If i dun help myself...he also cannot help me...what he means is some time ago.. i ask my sir to get me out of the driving course and request to go for RP course instead...he say he will try la ( i doubt lor..as until now he seems to do nothing...) then now i keep on excuse ( i real sick ok!!) he thinks that i fake one la...( which I think someone is backstabbing me lor and the reason why sir believes him is because he is sir's favourite personnel and that person works for sir directly)...
I wonder how long i can tahan that fucker...i scare one day i will just beat him up...he just wait and see...pushing me to the limits...ok...that's all for my army life...anyway...i got a ex-course mate facing some problems these few days...and she is really down...hope that she can recover from her sadness and stay happy la...dun always think of ending her life la...life is precious...treasure it...
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