Good bye aunt...we will always remember u..

Early morning woke up...got the news from my mum that my aunt had passed away due to last stage of cancer...sad to hear that...1 army life 2 relatives passed away...still got one more cousin also last stage of cancer...really hope there's a cure for cancer..hai..recently everything seems to go against me..hope that my luck will change soon...

LIfeeee in my branch...

Haha...it's been such a long time ever since i update my blog...that's because i very shag everytime i came home..u sure thinking clerk suppose to be easy job ma...but not my case..i rather be RP lor..RP is much easier lor..everyday just guard the camp..nothing for u to rush...

Three weeks ago...i was doing guard duty as my camp lack of guard duty personnel...so HQ actually got to do guard duty..so unfair for me...if i can do guard duty..i dun see why i can't be a RP..is the same job scope...jus that guard duty is at nite...what's more i got guard duty on alt days...so meaning mon i do....wed and fri i also doing...i kana 2 fri duties lor..meaning for 2 fri..i get to see pple booking out and enjoying at nite..

Thinking that i got no more guard duties...which means i wun be so tired...i was wrong..Two weeks ago...there is an audit...so my branch got to prepare all the necessary stuff for this audit..and guess what...My sir only told us to prepare 2 days b4 the audit...so mon we actually work until 10...tues until 9...shag lor...then what's more...after so much hard work..we were not given any form of reward..maybe got la...a drink form my superior?haha...

Then this week i really thought finally can relax..because nothing to do liao..i was wrong again..This week my sir actually wanted some maintenance to be done to our office...first is removing some of the furniture then is rearrange our documents and then destroying old documents...sounds easy?haha..on wed i work OT again!!this time until 8 lor..haha..what's more...i got both of my hands injured for carrying the stupid cupboard...so painful...esp when i go bathing...

But luckily this time round..sir got reward us la..today we will be going for our half day off...today also so call reward...he say as long as we finish our job...we can go..so we keep rushing...but still 5plus then end..haha...slightly eariler than other pple la..haha..actually can be a bit earlier one..but then my branch got one guy call Yiwei show me attitude and refuse to do his job..haha

At first i was talking to one of the storeman abt yesterday what we did..then i talk abt yiwei...because he was small build..ask him to carry things...a bit only...say cannot liao..last time still dare to tell me he carry this carry that...he is someone only know how to talk cock...talk as if things given to him are always tough job (even destroying of old documents he also can say is tough job...fuck him)...

i ask him to carry is because not that i dun want to carry liao..is because i injured one of my hands liao...but since he can't carry..i have to endure and carry lor...and guess what...i injured my other hand for that..so i was hinting he weak la...then i say him small build want to fight also he sure lose..den he show me attitude..dun want to do..

He then say he dun mind going home late..den of course i reply it's fine with me..i helped to do 2 out of 3 tasks...the last task..i purposely dun want to do...i just walk out of the office and find frens to talk..in the end..he also do...say dun want to do..in the end also he do...talk cock...Only know how to act ah beng only..

Really cannot tahan clerk's life liao..esp in such a fuck up branch..guess by next week i going to see my camp doc and talk to him see whether i can go back to RP or not..and hopefully i can finish my 6months peacefully...Anyway...kahui is going india again liao...haha...enjoy ur trip!

One year older...

Haha...thanks god that i manage to get my off today...haha...this whole week the staff sgt in my branch was not ard...he went for course...so it's a good news...haha..so i ask my sir for off...and he says ok..haha...

That's the good news la...the bad news is for the past few days i have been working until very late lor...tues i went back camp...and i was assign to do the notice board...the expectations are high because some big shot is coming to my camp on thurs...so it isn't an easy job...and by 4pm..with the rate i going...i know i won't be able to finish..so i ask my fren to swap duty with me...by rite...i suppose to do duty clerk on thurs...in the end...i decide to do duty on tues...so he will do duty on thurs instead...so on the day...after normal working hours...i continue to do until 8am b4 i decided to stop...

So i suppose to take care of the OPs room...and that's my job...but i wun be alone la...usually the duty officer will be with me the whole night and the duty spec suppose to be in guardroom...haha...but that nite duty officer is a female...and she sleeps in her own office..so duty spec accompany instead...then i suay la..that day the duty spec simply just occupied the whole comp the whole nite...so i can't surf nite at all...not only that...he also control the tv...he is an indian so he only watches channel 5 which is too boring for me...haha...so i decided not to watch...and chat on phone instead...thinking that the duty officer wun come and disturb us as she sleeps in her own office...i suddenly receive a call from her asking me to pass her a foldable bed...

There is only 2 foldable beds...for duty clerk and duty officer..but now both of them wants the bed...and i got no bed to sleep lor..then the duty spec suggest to me that i go guardroom to sleep..but guardroom every 3 hours very noisy because the guard commander got to wake his men up to do duty...so i dun want lor...so in the end...i slept on the floor instead...couldn't sleep well that nite...Then the following day i worked until 9pm lor...and the notice board is still not done...i am really sucks at design...

i was so shag by then..i took a cab home...it didn't took me long to fall asleep that nite..haha..on thurs i even went to camp early to continue my work...thanks god...i managed to complete it b4 noon...and the big shot will be here on 4pm...and my new task was to do filming...haha..but in the end...my officer that ah gua helped me...haha...actually he is the one who told me staff sgt wants me to do...but i dun believe lor..haha..this way of talking...i used it long ago..haha...sometimes the superior wants something to do done...and instruction is given to one guy...and this guy will push it to his colleague...and say that the superior wants him to do one...haha..

After the whole thing which end at 6 like that...we still got to stay back and do sai kang...do until 7plus then can go home lor...haha...i think i choose the prefect time to ask my sir for off...because i think my unit managed to impress the big shot...so my sir was pretty happy...haha...

camp stuff shall end here...Today is my sec sch fren,ai li's, wedding...haha...she is 1 year older than me...and she is already getting married lor..haha..she is not the first one..there is another female sec sch fren of mine also married liao...haha...all these makes me think that i am really old liao...my frens are starting to get married liao..haha..and guess what..tomolo is my birthday lor..which means i am one year older liao lor..As years goes by..really no mood to celebrate birthday liao..haha..last time birthday surely is either bbq or chalet...now i guess i just ask a few frens out for dinner and that's it la..haha..

Anyway..this year doesn't seems good at all...first of all...recently i got 2 relatives got cancer...one is a cousin form my mother side...although not very close to him...but he is so young..he is just ard 3 years older than me...and he is going thru this...the other one is my aunt from my father's side..this one i think more serious...heard that her cancer is those last stage one..hai..she got a hard life lor...recently just divorce and now she is suffering from cancer..hope that there's a miracle..

Nowdays the weather is still quite hazy...hopefully all of my frens take care of themselves...and wish all indians a happy deepavali...and wish myself a happy birthday too...

4th day in my new branch...

Today is my 4th day in my new branch...and i can only say this branch sucks lor..although there is nothing much things for me to do...most of the time just slack one...but cannot sleep because S3 and my staff sgt works in the same place as me...unlike from guardroom...no superior is in the guardroom..somemore got bed to sleep...

The another good thing is in S3 branch i can surf net la...as and when i want..haha..but when it comes to taking OFF..it's so hard lor..like want their life like that...unlike from RSM (my previous superior) if we did well in our job..we get to take off for special occassions like going for concert..

For example today..i asked the staff sgt whether i can get OFF for next fri to celebrate my birthday..but he say cannot..then i say nvm..i apply leave lor..then he say am i threatening him?he say he wun approve..nvm lor...we shall wait and see who win in the end...if he doesn't approve my leave..i will call and complain..

Anyway...yesterday was on OFF..RSM gave one..so that staff sgt lan lan but to let me go..haha..went to vivo city...it's really a big shopping center lor..the best thing is the shopping center is facing the sea...it has a beautiful scene..just that the location is a bit out...no direct bus there...still must walk..watch miami vice with kenneth..the movie was ok la...starting a bit boring lor..but later nicer la..haha..looking forward to its grand opening in dec..

ok...that's all...update again...goodnite...zzz

i had a dream...

A dream that i hope it will come true...Such a wonderful dream...i wish i wasn't disturbed...

Erm...is been such a long time since my last update..basically quite busy la...the whole sept was IMF period...so was doing guard duty from 6th to 30th sept...worked for 12hours...rest for 24 hours...is a good deal lor...

Haha...a lot of things i still unfamiliar with lor...because the way it works in the morning is different from doing duty in the nite...there is a lot more paperwork to be done in the nite...But afterall i managed to handle it after first few days..the only difficulty i faced is the guards working under me...all gangster gangster one...ask them to do something...not willing to do...not willing to help out one...but i not scare of them la...

Got one time i even quarrel with one of them...and of course is his fault...he say he dun like the way i speak because i keep rushing him to change duty...but he is always the one rushing pple to change shift...if that detail doesn't...he and his partner will just walk in without any delay...which is something not right...so i told him u always want pple to faster change over u...but when u change over pple...u take ur own sweet time...what's more...they were sitting down there and watching tv and before i left the guardroom i already issue them their arms and ammo...but they told other detail is because i haven't issue...that's why they late...

Then on other occassion...the same person who was unhappy with me...nearly fight with other guy from other detail...the reason is because they purposely take their own sweet time...the other guy unhappy...this time i wasn't involved...i was actually sleeping...when my assistant woke me up to settle the problem...haha...this time ard...they should know who is the one taking their own sweet time...that's what happen throughout the whole sept..

Now update on this week...it's a relax week...first day of the week...i got to know i got downgrade to C2L9...i was so shock because last time when i see the medical officer he told me he will temp downgrade to C2L2 due to my high blood pressure then i told him can dun want or not because i just completed my course...but he say dun worry...C2L2 still can be rp...he just want me to excuse some things which i can't do...so i thought ok lor...but now manpower branch told me i perm. downgrade to C2L2 cannot be rp liao i was shock lor...

What's more...they even told me that i was posted to S3 branch...my first reaction was omg...of all branch...u post me to S3 branch!!!that branch always work until so late...so many things to do one...somemore in future i got to do duty clerk liao...sian...meaning 1 month i must stay back at least twice in camp to do duty clerk...but other than this sad news...i had a relax week...because thurs and fri is my off day...haha...better clear my off before rsm left...

By rite...this week i suppose to do S3 branch liao...but rsm hold me back...and ask me to guide the 2 new guys who was posted here...haha...so for this week i am still a rp...haha...but no longer IC...i hand over my appointment to Malcolm...haha...which a lof of pple didn't want...somemore after he knew he was the next IC...he was kind of shoing off to everyone he is the new IC...haha...hai...first time work in S3 branch...meaning i am a new bird there...although i got the highest rank among the NSF...hope i have no problems in my new branch...that's all...good nite..

Bad day...

First of all...Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers...hope all the teachers who taught me are doing fine...Secondly...I had a bad day yesterday...early in the morning I was summoned to my RSM's office...Upon reaching...i heard my RSM scolding Eric liao...so i just step one side and wait for my turn...haha

First thing he scold me was about the guardroom...it was dirty and yesterday 1 guard took off his boot while on duty which is illegal...then next was the files were in bad condition..ask me as an IC to do something about it...

Secondly was the RPs under me...everyone under me are currently facing charge...first was nan hua...he raise the wrong flag at the wrong pole...then was malcolm..he took mc without seeking permission...rsm was so angry with him that he ask me to tell him to watch out...he is the next person rsm is going to send into DB (DB is our military jail)...RSM even told me if i cannot handle malcolm...let him handle...then last but not the least is the 3 new birds who just join us recently...On thurs while I went home for off...they are suppose to report to camp at 12pm after their guard rest...which they did...but what they did wrong was they left early...

By rite...they informed my 2IC...but my 2IC say he was not informed...which caused them to be charge under AWOL...actually in the first place if my CSM (Company Sgt Major) didn't make a big fuss of everything by asking loudly where are the 3 guys...they won't kana one lor...is because he asked so loudly...until my CO (the biggest in camp) know abt it...he had to punish them...RSM told me that CO actually reccomend SOL which is much better than DB la...but RSM reccomend DB...

He told me that's because he want to tell everyone in the camp he is a fair guy...no special treatment for those under him..haha...but when RSM talk to my 3 new guys...he ask them why they do such thing...if they had ask him whether can leave early...he would have say OK...haha...in front of me he was a devil...in front of them..he is like an angel...haha...that's how he gain his respect...

Hai...these few days so many things happened...I am so call responsible for it...because i am their IC...yet i can't help them...RSM thinks that eric and i are too soft...until we can't control our men...he even says that last time without RP...our security grading was 100%...but now with RP..it dropped to 97.1%...are we trying to tell him no RP better or RP too slack (exact words from him..haha)...before i left..he ask me to go reflect myself...haha...think is time to work harder liao...cannot too soft towards the new guys liao...

Scary day...

Just an update on what happened these two days...Mon went for my medical appointment for my nose allergy...then they use the tube to put thru my nose to see the internal part of my nose...got to know that it's swollen..it's been swollen for quite some time liao...so they scare it might be cancer although the chances is close to 0...but is better to be safe..

So they arrange a test for me to draw tissue from the swollen parts..trust me...u wun want to go thru this test la..haha...he started from my rite side of my nose...it so painful lor...i thought end liao..but still got left side..i was like can dun want or not...but luckily it isn't as painful..Took mc after that and i was warned not to sneeze too hard..i was like this kind of thing how to control sia..haha..since i cannot control...the whole day i at home try not to sneeze..

On tues morning...went for my bath...and guess what..i sneeze eith my hand covering my nose and mouth...cannot tahan liao...i thought one day liao....nothing will happen la..but in the end...i still see blood on my hand..faster go wash up in case i scare the shit out of my mother...but the good thing is it didn't bleed continuously..and the whole day i try not to sneeze again..

Went to work as usual...then after a while went for my medical appointment again..but this time is for my blood pressure..then came back to camp after that...got a letter from my specialist so went up to medical center to endose it..today the doc woke up at the wrong side of the bed lor...he didn't extend my excuse stay in..although i got recommend letter to excuse stay in..he ask me to try to stay in in fact..nvm...next week i let him die...i will tell this to my specialist..haha..

After that..saw my camp's sgt at ayer rajah camp (the medical center is at ayer rajah camp) so ask him to drive me back to my camp which is quite a distance away..and guess what...we nearly met an accident lor..fuck that pickup driver...when turning in at a junction cut into oppsite direction lane not knowing that we are actually on that lane...is his fault lor..scold that driver lor..we nearly knock into that vehicle nearly my sgt step the brakes on time lor..Such a scary day...we are just inches away...

Such a relaxing week...

Why good things always dun last long?haha...so fast weekend liao...haha...how i wish every week i also so slack...haha...anyway...yesterday went to welli's performance liao...not a bad one..she was a bit nervous when they were interviewing her b4 her performance...but when her performance start...she show no sign of nervous...i think although they are not the best vocals but her song was nice...the lyrics was nice...too bad nv win anything...

Yesterday also my biggest achievement in my RP life...haha...i was working from 8 to 12...4 hours non-stop b4 i go for my half day off...during that period..a lot of pple came to my camp...so i got to check them...then i saw 1 captain, 1 LTA and 1 first sgt wearing a t-shirt inside their uniform...i ask the captain to took off the t-shirt inside the uniform...i say it's against the SAF law to wear anything inside the uniform..then the captain say is it...then the 1st sgt act blur...then the LTA tell me there is a new law that says can wear liao...guess what's my reaction...haha...i told the LTA is it...u might want to talk to my rsm abt that...then they scare liao...they say okok...we will go take it off...haha...then i think the captain give a du lan face (haha...my fren saw his reaction)

Next is 2 police officers want to enter my camp...then i check his car until quite strict...then one of the high ranking officer told me...i did a good job when checking...haha...first time somewhere praise me...haha...even when he was abt to leave...he show me the good hand sign...haha

Last day on mc...

Today is finally my last day of my 3 days MC..finally going back to camp to work tomolo...but only half day only...haha...because i going NUS to watch a performance by my good fren - Welli.

Nothing much happen today lor..most of the time been slacking at home..then went out for dinner at bukit timah..It was great..Going back there reminds me of the delicious food there and also memories of my poly life..still remember last time when i was in poly..my frens and i used to stay back in school until very late to rush our assignments then most of the time we will have our dinner at bukit timah..Those were the days..

Today just quarrel with my gf again over some real stupid issue..I guess i can only say girls can nv understand guys...same thing goes to guys...we can nv understand girls...so the best dun try to understand..try to accept them...that's all...lights off folks..goodnite...

So long nv blog liao.....

It's been months since my last update...haha..i almost forgot what's my login id and password..Luckily i wrote it down somewhere on a piece of paper...

MARCH

1. After the COA visit..it's the CDF visit
2. Promoted to LCP
3. Got myself a new girlfriend

April

1. An overseas excerise call sea-thunder thus i was forced to do 24hours guard duty but the good news is work 1 day rest 1 day standby 1 day
2. My IC ORD lor..thus Malcolm (My RP mate) was the stand in IC

May

1. Nothing much i guess...

June

1. One year in Army liao...so happy...one more year to go...
2. Appoint as the new RP IC and temp. downgrade to C2L2...and got excuse for IPPT, running and range.
3. My RP partner, Richmond, ORD lor..
4. June's birthday - Went to her BBQ with my gf,kenneth and his gf..had a small gathering with my poly classmates
5. Went Bangkok with my gf - It was a nice trip..we went there alone without much knowledge..just bring a map with us and walk ard...On the first day, the taxi driver bring us to our hotel then we book in liao and went for our dinner...we were brought to a restaurant...so expensive lor..somemore not nice...ever since that day we ate fastfood thruout the trip. Went to their market and learnt one major thing (how to bargain..haha)..Took their famous transport call Tutu..it was risky yet fun..at the last day a helpful lawwer actually told us...there are legal and illegal tutu drivers...the legal ones got uniform one...
6. "New birds" came in...which suppose to make our lives easier and more relax

July

1. My unit was involved in a lot of events...such as NDP and IMF...thus nothing much happen to me since i am not involve but quite stressful being the IC...because new birds not willing to do more...although it's a tradition new birds have to do more duties..but there is nothing i can do as my new birds all ah beng one..later they not happy with me...go outside kana beaten..haha

August (Until 17th Aug)

1. Happy National Day...didn't manage to see the real thing on the actual day itself but i manage to watch the preview which had goodie bags and fireworks...
2. On 14th aug..i just became an uncle...haha...because my cousin just gave birth..
3. On MC from 15th to 17th..
4. Tomolo welli will be performing at NUS so i will be going down to give her my support

Ok...it's been quite some time i nv contact my poly frens liao..wonder how's life liao...i only know welli is currently working in a music related company..then ivy is working as air stewardess..then june is still studying...kahui used to work as a teacher but now she went back to NIE and further her studies..guess it's been some time ever since i meet up with them..hope to see everyone soon...

That's all for now...update again...

Chief of Army aka COA visit...

Finally...he is here...all our sai gang is coming to an end...but today i felt humilated...fuck up...my partner and i were ask to do the first detail by my IC...so i followed his instructions lor..as usual i am the one who carried the rifle...but after i came out for less than 10mins...we were asked to go back to the guardroom and let another guy and his partner do the first detail...of course i did what i was told to do so without asking y...so when i was in the guardroom..

My partner go ask the sgt there why change...he told us that my sir wants one...he thinks that our drills not good...fuck up lor...bullshit...i think i got the best drill among them lor...plus i got NPCC knowledge leh...that time CO parade...i am the one teaching them how to saluate properly...yet my sir said my drills not that good?anyway...i was angry for a short period only...but think back...good lor...i work lesser...the first detail not only got to look serious but also got to pack lunch...

Haha...but while they were standing at the gate to welcome COA and other VIP...i did some sai gang again...i was ask to sweep the roads...like some road sweepers...haha...a lot of pple pity me...but to me...that's nth la...security guard i also work b4 liao...haha...i today work mu hou lor...i mean i like some behind scene worker lor...all the effort no one sees one...so now u know why it's normal my sir thinks that i am lazy...today everything seems to go against me la...even the weather...it was clear blur sky lor...so hot lor...after my 2 hours work...i felt like i just came out from the oven...

Anyway...these few days..the xiao ren seems to be nice towards me..haha...dunno y...past two days...everyone was unable to go back early...but he keep asking to go...because i stay out one...haha...

It's true...it's true...

Today suppose to have training in the morning...yet no one inform me again...so i didn't go...so far so good la...no one realise i didn't go also...maybe i low profile la...haha...anyway...today we only work 2 hours because we got to reach sembawang camp at 1215 for a healthy lifestyle talk...

While working...i already see pple wearing fieldpack and carrying jerry can while working liao...it's crazy lor...anyway...i heard that a lot of pple want to complain liao...we are in service side...most of us are not that fit one...why are we train until we are like commandos like that...my CO is really a cunning fox lor...always appearance smile smile with us...in the end...so siao...and demands a lot of things....u know why he is doing all these fieldpack thing?that's just because if more pple can pass IPPT...he will have credit la...then easier to promote...so because of promotion...he he uses us as a stepping stone to achieve that...

Anyway took a cab to sembawang because my frens and i think that we will be late if we dun take a cab there..plus we need to have our lunch first before the talk starts...and guess wahht we only given one and the half hour only...stupid CO nv think of giving us time for our lunch...While in the lecture hall...guess who i saw....Rozmail...haha..he was the photographer for 1st transport (his unit)....got to know from him that...the talk actually starts at 1.30pm...i was like what the fuck...waste our money taking cab down...

After the talk...we went for a exhibition at another building...at there...they actually give out condoms to promote safe sex...haha...durex one...a lot of pple were crowding ard there....haha...my frens all want to get the condoms yet no one dare to approach the girl and get...so in the end i help them get instead...haha...

After that...went for a 3km run...it actually state that we can choose either a 3km run...or a 1km walk...so i thought i just walk can liao...in the end...my sir won't allow us to choose...he want us to run instead...haha...so long nv run liao...also dunno can run or not...haha...in the end...luckily i not the last one...haha...The whole ended at ard 5 plus...headed home after that...and guess who i saw at woodlands interchange...haha...Kangni...omg...within a day...saw two poly frens...so rare...

My camp is going crazy..

Haha...just a simple update on what's going on in my camp recently...a lot of sai kang to do...all because my CO wants it...at first i didn't know why suddenly he wants so many changes to the camp...but now i know why...that's because Chief Of Army is coming on 1st of march...so no wonder he is doing all these shit to impress him...

haha...army is like that one..whenever got big rank pple come...they will put up their best look...haha...in the end who suffer the most?Us!!!the lowest rank pple in the camp...haha...today suppose to have IPPT test which is also known as NAPFA...but i took status to escape it la...basically because my leg still haven't fully recover and also CO will be there to see our results...

According to reliable source...haha...those who fail or miss the IPPT...will have to carry fieldpack (it's the green army bag which will be filled with loads lor) and two filled "jerry can" (used to contain water one) while working...i was like what the fuck...they training commandos is it...we are in service side lor...if we got so fit...we will be in infantry liao lor...i going to try and downgrade liao...this camp is going crazy...recently my blood pressure went up again...which i can used to downgrade...haha...

Good news...

Today so shag lor...whole day work and work non stop....i could barely rest...my superior, CSM, was asking my frens and i to do this do that just for the sake of impresing the biggest boss in the camp - CO and guess what...almost everyone from my section is down lor...one sick...and the rest injured themselves lor...but no one dare to report lor because hai...my working environment is like that...once u get a excuse letter...pple will think that u fake it...no matter what...so it's very shag for all of us...

But the good thing is...Today i got to know...not only i hate E from my section...haha...my another fren also hate him...he only act friendly with E...he told me all the evil things E did to him lor...he really very xiao ren lor...he will snatch pple's hp and get my fren's gf's hp no. then at times he will contact my fren's gf one...contact as in sms her and say my fren at nite contact other girls...and he is very playful in camp one etc lor...

Now he got no frens in my section liao...then my sir going to leave in april...i shall him what he can do in future liao...i am sure he will go for his operation and rest for 3 months one...because no one help him liao...haha...anyway..I promote to LCP liao...haha...pay going to increase liao...haha...$20 only..haha..

Today is budget day...i reach home only..i check out channel news asia and found out that we NSMen got a bonus of $400...$100 for those who still serving and $300 after we complete our service...not a bad deal...haha...

Should I or Should I not...Confused...

There are a numbers of qns going thru my mind rite now...

1) Should i go for my driving course?If i pass...that will means my army life will be tougher but i mite get to meet some nice peeps out there...or shd i continue what i am doing rite now which is easy but some pple i met actually backstabs me...

2) Should i apply for uni again?Because if i want to study...i will use my parents' cpf to study...then if my bro wants to study...i must make sure i got enuff cpf to support him for his studies...And if i want to study what course shd i take?Business sector or back to IT sector?I got so many frens in IT sector...and they are pros yet they also quite stress...and do i really want to be in IT line after i complete my studies?haha...

Anyway update a bit on today...is the first day i am in uniform after 2 days on light duties and 1 day leave...when i reach...i saw everyone in PE attire...i was like what the...no one told me there is training today (All claimed that they forgot to tell me...which i believe la...as usually they will tell me) so i head straight into the guard room and hide...so i was planning to get another excuse letter from my camp doc..thus i am not worried...

After they ended their excerise..i ask my IC shd i get a excuse or not..because by rite...the doc want to see me today regarding my leg injury...but he nv offically make an appointment for me to see him...so i ask my IC shd i go and get an excuse letter or not...he say nvm lor...no one notice my absence...so off i go and start working...And after 2 hours under the sun...it was rest time...went back to guard room and rest my legs (still hurts although i can walk normally...) and in the guard room...there are two other person in there...let's call them P and E...i heard P asking E to accompany him do some stuffs...guess what's his reply...WHY US AGAIN...LIKE THE WHOLE RP (That's my position in camp) ONLY WE TWO LIKE THAT...

i was like what the hell...this morning they did a bit of carrying only...and yet they are complaining...usually these two fuckers are damn slack...always hide inside sir's office dunno doing what...yet they dare to complain until like we nv work like that...and guess what...when it comes to getting OFF...these two fuckers are always the first to get...the reason is because they help sir do work..so got OFF...like we nv do our work like that...somemore our job is tougher than theirs (at least we are under the hot sun suffering lor)...

That's not the end yet...when i reach home after i went for my medical appointment...i heard my fren, H, telling me i have been backstab...what i heard was my sir told my another fren that If i dun help myself...he also cannot help me...what he means is some time ago.. i ask my sir to get me out of the driving course and request to go for RP course instead...he say he will try la ( i doubt lor..as until now he seems to do nothing...) then now i keep on excuse ( i real sick ok!!) he thinks that i fake one la...( which I think someone is backstabbing me lor and the reason why sir believes him is because he is sir's favourite personnel and that person works for sir directly)...

I wonder how long i can tahan that fucker...i scare one day i will just beat him up...he just wait and see...pushing me to the limits...ok...that's all for my army life...anyway...i got a ex-course mate facing some problems these few days...and she is really down...hope that she can recover from her sadness and stay happy la...dun always think of ending her life la...life is precious...treasure it...

Tiring day...

It's been such a long long time ever since my last update..My 2005 ended well...went to old folks home to help out...had an early christmas celebration in camp b4 all of us went for block leave...suppose to have a rsm parade on the first day of my block leave..but since my leave is approve...i dun care...haha...

On christmas eve itself..went out with one of my camp mate and kenneth & co. to orchard...head to one of the pub behind heeren...not a bad place to hang out la...compare to the crowded street along orchard...haha...there's a chinese band performing...they do sing latest song...but at the same time oldies...haha...and in between got techno for dancing..haha...the bad point is a lot of elderly pple...haha...so when it comes to dancing...very few pple on the stage to dance one...haha...left the place at 4plus...and head down to mac to have our breakfast b4 i head down to my granny house and accompany her to her church..after that...i ask my parents to come fetch her home while i go for another gathering by my camp mates...my superior is invited..so i had to go..must give face..haha..we left ard evening..and i met up with kenneth & his gf for another gathering by his gf...is her church gathering...kenneth ask me along to accompany him..haha...left at 10plus and reach home at ard 12 lor...so can u imagine i had been out for how many hours?

New year's celebration is slightly diff lor...much more boring because we headed to club momo first and it is soooo crowded lor...so i head to a ktv pub which is nearby to meet up with kenneth's cousin - Bruce. Had our count down there instead and after that...head to another ktv pub at tanjong pagar and continue to drink...

My whole block leave ended at 4th jan...slightly longer than other pple la...haha...because they ask us to clear our off or leave on 3rd and 4th jan...dunno why...but luckily rsm gave us off la...so in this case..i no need to clear my leave...haha...thinking that it will be a good start la...but i was wrong lor...ever since i started working...the unit is becoming more and more crazy...

First it was a fucking idiot call Michael...was ask to stay in...but he refuse...in the end asked his parents to call CO (Biggest boss in the camp) and complain...After his parents complain..they still dun get a satisfy answer...and they went to call up public affairs and complain again...which cause my CO to go down and explain the whole case...and on fri...CO scolded CSM (Company Sgt Major) for not doing his job as not everyone is staying in at the moment...in the end...he call for all HQ dept pple...and ask who is currently staying out without an excuse...and of course i am one of them...so the following week i was asked to stay in liao...

When i first see the bunks...the first thing that comes to my mind was...god...is this place for humans?haha...first of all...so many pple squeezing in one room...secondly..it is dirty...thirdly i dun even have my own bed and cupboard..i actually slept on those bed that are occupied but due to long term MC and running away without permission...no one sleeps on those beds...so from tues to fri...i actually stay in that bunk lor..the good thing is they got tv there la...and the bad thing is although they got tv there...the reception is not clear one lor...haha..so no one actually watch..haha...

In between that week...i also went for a chemical defence course...it was fun lor...haha...got to wear that uniform and mask then go in a room that will be fill with poisonous gas...haha..if the attire is not wear properly...the gas will make ur skin itchy and had a burning sensation as if ur skin is burning...haha...the fuck up part is we got to do some excerise to make us feel how hot is it...to wear that uniform..haha...thn the last part will be when the smoke gets smaller...we actually had to take off our face and experience it...I must say the feeling is fuck up!haha..u got to open ur eyes and report ur rank name and IC number...and i can barely open my eyes like eating wasabi lor...then the in charge will sabo u by asking u an additional question to drag the time...haha..after that...still cannot run out one...must walk out of the room...haha...after i leave the room...i was crying lor...haha...tears just roll down like free flow...haha..then cannot scratch our face as it will disfigure our face lor..haha...

This week ended rather tough lor...firstly on mon was RSM parade (Second biggest in the camp aka my direct boss)...then a lot of pple kana punishment lor for all sorts of reasons la...like hair too long..uniform too ugly etc...luckily i nv kana la..haha..after that..i went for my medical appointment and managed to get an excuse letter for stay in...so happy...then on tues nothing much la...i got another appointment for my hand...nothing wrong with that liao...then on wed was CO parade...quite cock up also la...so from what i heard...i think CO wants a parade every 2 weeks...crazy guy...like we very free like that...then on thurs was extra training for ippt...i took part in that...and fell ill...in the end...i went outside to report sick and got MC for thurs...so on thurs i was home the whole day while the rest was having IPPT aka NAFA...then on thurs nite...i call my fren and got to know that on fri..we need to hand in something which requires ideas on how to improve the camp la...and if we dun hand in...we cannot go home...so on fri..i went camp...still not that well...i went to see the camp doc and get another MC...thanks god...i got it and went home after that...while the rest actually stay until 9plus then can go home...haha...

Now update on today...been slacking until my mum ask me to do some spring cleaning...haha...clean for hours lor...so tired...wanted to go out in the noon one...but suddenly it rains heavily so no lor...went to had a nap instead...haha...just got to know that tomolo got extra training for IPPT again lor...wtf rite...so many training like can help us improve like that..got training still nvm...but it's at 7am!!!who the fuck comes and excerise at 7am...i think my body system still sleeping lor...the training will end at 8...and we will be working as normal after a shag workout...can u imagine that?this unit is going crazy lor..somemore in late march..we going to start training for route march...32km sia...which service side unit does that sia...how i wish i can post out and do rp at other camps instead...pple rp i also rp...but why i need to do some many additional to earn that same amt of money...