Last friday = ORD unofficially lor..

haha..finally this day arrived..i always looked forward to this day..for the past few weeks...i have been doing all the undone job...and new task assigned to me..even work on weekends to get it done..yet my work are not appreciated..my sir still wants to give me my conduct bad because i nv tell him i going for surgery..but i did inform my staff sgt wat..isn't he suppose to inform my sir instead..if not..what's the purpose of having him?if one small thing need to inform 2 person..then what if i got lots of superior?do i have to inform every single one of them?army dun pay for our hp bill..that's no logic..

Secondly..in case u guys dunno..i am going for surgery on this friday then 16th may going for wisdom tooth surgery..all the way mc thats y unofficially ord liao..haha...next..just some update...after 2 years of relationship..kenneth's gf broke off with kenneth..he is been struggling but nw he is doing better..

Last sun went to visit my grand father because qing ming that day nv go pray him..due to guard duty..so since my cousin is going..i tag along..after so 1year plus liao..i still miss him..hope he can protect my grandmother and live as long as possible..managed to found and bought one tv for him today..shall bring to him during my next visit..

After praying..guess where i went..first time in my life i went to a goat farm..haha..we nth to do.then my cousin's bf suggested that we go goat farm since we dun come here often..managed to try a bottle of goat milk..it is said to be good for our body digestive system..haha..anyway..not cheap lor..one small bottle $2..but still so many pple buy..haha..guess when u guys free..can go to such place..haha..ok..that's all..update again..

Hello to 2007....

It's been such a long time since my last update..2006 ended and is the start of 2007..i guess i just update on major events since my last update..

Christmas countdown was a turn off..because i went to momo to celebrate with my frens and one brought gf along..and wat's more..that couple doesn't dance nor they drink much..so basically they just stand on dancefloor or sit down...that's not the worst..the worst is they ask me to go home early..so in the end i got to agree to their request..actually i plan to chong until 6am then go my grandma's house and fetch her to church but in the end i went to my fren's house and sleep b4 going down to my grandma's house

New year countdown was also another turn off...went to a ktv pub and count down..so boring and a waste of money..haha..

Jan - Happy birthday to kenneth and his gf (lily)..and i lost 2 of my hps...how SUAY am i..first was i left my first hp in dunno either my fren's car or in a stupid ktv pub..then i go cancel my line..then singtel ask me to collect a new sim card..i took a cab down to west mall with my second hp to collect my sim card..so that i can insert the sim card into the hp immediately after i collect..but who knows..i drop my second hp in the cab..in the end got to borrow hp from fren so that i can use phone..will get a new one when i got money..haha

this week is the start of feb..a lot of things had happen..things like first time i kana extra duty..first time i going to sign 12 06..meaning paying money for something i lost..both for some stupid reason..sign extra because i nv report my fren to superior..he was smoking in uniform then got caught by my superior..then sign 12 06 for losing a foldable table..my fren just take out from his store snd he go smoking corner rest..while i go find trolley..come back and realise 1 is missing...

Hai..i also start to think what i really want in my life...since i going to ORD liao...IN LESS THAN 120 days...i start to think should i work or should i try to apply for uni..at first i wanted to work one..but after seeing my best fren also attempt to enter uni liao..i think i also shd try..but just as when i got that thought..my mum was kind of discouraging...hai..

i told her i want to study uni..her reaction was huh..like that no income leh..she even ask me to follow my cousin's footstep..go work full time and study part time..but i tell her like that very tiring..i rather study full time and work part time..but she was like hinting she still got to work for another 4 years b4 i can support her..haha..i can understand why she had that thought la..because afterall she also old liao..plus i am the eldest..is my responsiblilty to support her..so i guess i will not apply liao..i just hope that i wun regret...

i miss sch life esp. campus life..

Good bye aunt...we will always remember u..

Early morning woke up...got the news from my mum that my aunt had passed away due to last stage of cancer...sad to hear that...1 army life 2 relatives passed away...still got one more cousin also last stage of cancer...really hope there's a cure for cancer..hai..recently everything seems to go against me..hope that my luck will change soon...

LIfeeee in my branch...

Haha...it's been such a long time ever since i update my blog...that's because i very shag everytime i came home..u sure thinking clerk suppose to be easy job ma...but not my case..i rather be RP lor..RP is much easier lor..everyday just guard the camp..nothing for u to rush...

Three weeks ago...i was doing guard duty as my camp lack of guard duty personnel...so HQ actually got to do guard duty..so unfair for me...if i can do guard duty..i dun see why i can't be a RP..is the same job scope...jus that guard duty is at nite...what's more i got guard duty on alt days...so meaning mon i do....wed and fri i also doing...i kana 2 fri duties lor..meaning for 2 fri..i get to see pple booking out and enjoying at nite..

Thinking that i got no more guard duties...which means i wun be so tired...i was wrong..Two weeks ago...there is an audit...so my branch got to prepare all the necessary stuff for this audit..and guess what...My sir only told us to prepare 2 days b4 the audit...so mon we actually work until 10...tues until 9...shag lor...then what's more...after so much hard work..we were not given any form of reward..maybe got la...a drink form my superior?haha...

Then this week i really thought finally can relax..because nothing to do liao..i was wrong again..This week my sir actually wanted some maintenance to be done to our office...first is removing some of the furniture then is rearrange our documents and then destroying old documents...sounds easy?haha..on wed i work OT again!!this time until 8 lor..haha..what's more...i got both of my hands injured for carrying the stupid cupboard...so painful...esp when i go bathing...

But luckily this time round..sir got reward us la..today we will be going for our half day off...today also so call reward...he say as long as we finish our job...we can go..so we keep rushing...but still 5plus then end..haha...slightly eariler than other pple la..haha..actually can be a bit earlier one..but then my branch got one guy call Yiwei show me attitude and refuse to do his job..haha

At first i was talking to one of the storeman abt yesterday what we did..then i talk abt yiwei...because he was small build..ask him to carry things...a bit only...say cannot liao..last time still dare to tell me he carry this carry that...he is someone only know how to talk cock...talk as if things given to him are always tough job (even destroying of old documents he also can say is tough job...fuck him)...

i ask him to carry is because not that i dun want to carry liao..is because i injured one of my hands liao...but since he can't carry..i have to endure and carry lor...and guess what...i injured my other hand for that..so i was hinting he weak la...then i say him small build want to fight also he sure lose..den he show me attitude..dun want to do..

He then say he dun mind going home late..den of course i reply it's fine with me..i helped to do 2 out of 3 tasks...the last task..i purposely dun want to do...i just walk out of the office and find frens to talk..in the end..he also do...say dun want to do..in the end also he do...talk cock...Only know how to act ah beng only..

Really cannot tahan clerk's life liao..esp in such a fuck up branch..guess by next week i going to see my camp doc and talk to him see whether i can go back to RP or not..and hopefully i can finish my 6months peacefully...Anyway...kahui is going india again liao...haha...enjoy ur trip!

One year older...

Haha...thanks god that i manage to get my off today...haha...this whole week the staff sgt in my branch was not ard...he went for course...so it's a good news...haha..so i ask my sir for off...and he says ok..haha...

That's the good news la...the bad news is for the past few days i have been working until very late lor...tues i went back camp...and i was assign to do the notice board...the expectations are high because some big shot is coming to my camp on thurs...so it isn't an easy job...and by 4pm..with the rate i going...i know i won't be able to finish..so i ask my fren to swap duty with me...by rite...i suppose to do duty clerk on thurs...in the end...i decide to do duty on tues...so he will do duty on thurs instead...so on the day...after normal working hours...i continue to do until 8am b4 i decided to stop...

So i suppose to take care of the OPs room...and that's my job...but i wun be alone la...usually the duty officer will be with me the whole night and the duty spec suppose to be in guardroom...haha...but that nite duty officer is a female...and she sleeps in her own office..so duty spec accompany instead...then i suay la..that day the duty spec simply just occupied the whole comp the whole nite...so i can't surf nite at all...not only that...he also control the tv...he is an indian so he only watches channel 5 which is too boring for me...haha...so i decided not to watch...and chat on phone instead...thinking that the duty officer wun come and disturb us as she sleeps in her own office...i suddenly receive a call from her asking me to pass her a foldable bed...

There is only 2 foldable beds...for duty clerk and duty officer..but now both of them wants the bed...and i got no bed to sleep lor..then the duty spec suggest to me that i go guardroom to sleep..but guardroom every 3 hours very noisy because the guard commander got to wake his men up to do duty...so i dun want lor...so in the end...i slept on the floor instead...couldn't sleep well that nite...Then the following day i worked until 9pm lor...and the notice board is still not done...i am really sucks at design...

i was so shag by then..i took a cab home...it didn't took me long to fall asleep that nite..haha..on thurs i even went to camp early to continue my work...thanks god...i managed to complete it b4 noon...and the big shot will be here on 4pm...and my new task was to do filming...haha..but in the end...my officer that ah gua helped me...haha...actually he is the one who told me staff sgt wants me to do...but i dun believe lor..haha..this way of talking...i used it long ago..haha...sometimes the superior wants something to do done...and instruction is given to one guy...and this guy will push it to his colleague...and say that the superior wants him to do one...haha..

After the whole thing which end at 6 like that...we still got to stay back and do sai kang...do until 7plus then can go home lor...haha...i think i choose the prefect time to ask my sir for off...because i think my unit managed to impress the big shot...so my sir was pretty happy...haha...

camp stuff shall end here...Today is my sec sch fren,ai li's, wedding...haha...she is 1 year older than me...and she is already getting married lor..haha..she is not the first one..there is another female sec sch fren of mine also married liao...haha...all these makes me think that i am really old liao...my frens are starting to get married liao..haha..and guess what..tomolo is my birthday lor..which means i am one year older liao lor..As years goes by..really no mood to celebrate birthday liao..haha..last time birthday surely is either bbq or chalet...now i guess i just ask a few frens out for dinner and that's it la..haha..

Anyway..this year doesn't seems good at all...first of all...recently i got 2 relatives got cancer...one is a cousin form my mother side...although not very close to him...but he is so young..he is just ard 3 years older than me...and he is going thru this...the other one is my aunt from my father's side..this one i think more serious...heard that her cancer is those last stage one..hai..she got a hard life lor...recently just divorce and now she is suffering from cancer..hope that there's a miracle..

Nowdays the weather is still quite hazy...hopefully all of my frens take care of themselves...and wish all indians a happy deepavali...and wish myself a happy birthday too...

4th day in my new branch...

Today is my 4th day in my new branch...and i can only say this branch sucks lor..although there is nothing much things for me to do...most of the time just slack one...but cannot sleep because S3 and my staff sgt works in the same place as me...unlike from guardroom...no superior is in the guardroom..somemore got bed to sleep...

The another good thing is in S3 branch i can surf net la...as and when i want..haha..but when it comes to taking OFF..it's so hard lor..like want their life like that...unlike from RSM (my previous superior) if we did well in our job..we get to take off for special occassions like going for concert..

For example today..i asked the staff sgt whether i can get OFF for next fri to celebrate my birthday..but he say cannot..then i say nvm..i apply leave lor..then he say am i threatening him?he say he wun approve..nvm lor...we shall wait and see who win in the end...if he doesn't approve my leave..i will call and complain..

Anyway...yesterday was on OFF..RSM gave one..so that staff sgt lan lan but to let me go..haha..went to vivo city...it's really a big shopping center lor..the best thing is the shopping center is facing the sea...it has a beautiful scene..just that the location is a bit out...no direct bus there...still must walk..watch miami vice with kenneth..the movie was ok la...starting a bit boring lor..but later nicer la..haha..looking forward to its grand opening in dec..

ok...that's all...update again...goodnite...zzz

i had a dream...

A dream that i hope it will come true...Such a wonderful dream...i wish i wasn't disturbed...

Erm...is been such a long time since my last update..basically quite busy la...the whole sept was IMF period...so was doing guard duty from 6th to 30th sept...worked for 12hours...rest for 24 hours...is a good deal lor...

Haha...a lot of things i still unfamiliar with lor...because the way it works in the morning is different from doing duty in the nite...there is a lot more paperwork to be done in the nite...But afterall i managed to handle it after first few days..the only difficulty i faced is the guards working under me...all gangster gangster one...ask them to do something...not willing to do...not willing to help out one...but i not scare of them la...

Got one time i even quarrel with one of them...and of course is his fault...he say he dun like the way i speak because i keep rushing him to change duty...but he is always the one rushing pple to change shift...if that detail doesn't...he and his partner will just walk in without any delay...which is something not right...so i told him u always want pple to faster change over u...but when u change over pple...u take ur own sweet time...what's more...they were sitting down there and watching tv and before i left the guardroom i already issue them their arms and ammo...but they told other detail is because i haven't issue...that's why they late...

Then on other occassion...the same person who was unhappy with me...nearly fight with other guy from other detail...the reason is because they purposely take their own sweet time...the other guy unhappy...this time i wasn't involved...i was actually sleeping...when my assistant woke me up to settle the problem...haha...this time ard...they should know who is the one taking their own sweet time...that's what happen throughout the whole sept..

Now update on this week...it's a relax week...first day of the week...i got to know i got downgrade to C2L9...i was so shock because last time when i see the medical officer he told me he will temp downgrade to C2L2 due to my high blood pressure then i told him can dun want or not because i just completed my course...but he say dun worry...C2L2 still can be rp...he just want me to excuse some things which i can't do...so i thought ok lor...but now manpower branch told me i perm. downgrade to C2L2 cannot be rp liao i was shock lor...

What's more...they even told me that i was posted to S3 branch...my first reaction was omg...of all branch...u post me to S3 branch!!!that branch always work until so late...so many things to do one...somemore in future i got to do duty clerk liao...sian...meaning 1 month i must stay back at least twice in camp to do duty clerk...but other than this sad news...i had a relax week...because thurs and fri is my off day...haha...better clear my off before rsm left...

By rite...this week i suppose to do S3 branch liao...but rsm hold me back...and ask me to guide the 2 new guys who was posted here...haha...so for this week i am still a rp...haha...but no longer IC...i hand over my appointment to Malcolm...haha...which a lof of pple didn't want...somemore after he knew he was the next IC...he was kind of shoing off to everyone he is the new IC...haha...hai...first time work in S3 branch...meaning i am a new bird there...although i got the highest rank among the NSF...hope i have no problems in my new branch...that's all...good nite..

Bad day...

First of all...Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers...hope all the teachers who taught me are doing fine...Secondly...I had a bad day yesterday...early in the morning I was summoned to my RSM's office...Upon reaching...i heard my RSM scolding Eric liao...so i just step one side and wait for my turn...haha

First thing he scold me was about the guardroom...it was dirty and yesterday 1 guard took off his boot while on duty which is illegal...then next was the files were in bad condition..ask me as an IC to do something about it...

Secondly was the RPs under me...everyone under me are currently facing charge...first was nan hua...he raise the wrong flag at the wrong pole...then was malcolm..he took mc without seeking permission...rsm was so angry with him that he ask me to tell him to watch out...he is the next person rsm is going to send into DB (DB is our military jail)...RSM even told me if i cannot handle malcolm...let him handle...then last but not the least is the 3 new birds who just join us recently...On thurs while I went home for off...they are suppose to report to camp at 12pm after their guard rest...which they did...but what they did wrong was they left early...

By rite...they informed my 2IC...but my 2IC say he was not informed...which caused them to be charge under AWOL...actually in the first place if my CSM (Company Sgt Major) didn't make a big fuss of everything by asking loudly where are the 3 guys...they won't kana one lor...is because he asked so loudly...until my CO (the biggest in camp) know abt it...he had to punish them...RSM told me that CO actually reccomend SOL which is much better than DB la...but RSM reccomend DB...

He told me that's because he want to tell everyone in the camp he is a fair guy...no special treatment for those under him..haha...but when RSM talk to my 3 new guys...he ask them why they do such thing...if they had ask him whether can leave early...he would have say OK...haha...in front of me he was a devil...in front of them..he is like an angel...haha...that's how he gain his respect...

Hai...these few days so many things happened...I am so call responsible for it...because i am their IC...yet i can't help them...RSM thinks that eric and i are too soft...until we can't control our men...he even says that last time without RP...our security grading was 100%...but now with RP..it dropped to 97.1%...are we trying to tell him no RP better or RP too slack (exact words from him..haha)...before i left..he ask me to go reflect myself...haha...think is time to work harder liao...cannot too soft towards the new guys liao...